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Rachel
Elizabeth
Julianne Patton (with husband Darren)
From the Editor: I wanted to share this testimony from one of
our readers. Hopefully this true story will be a source of inspiration
and encouragement and help to build up the faith of couples who
are waiting for the Lord to bless them with a baby. -DB
We had been an infertile couple for our entire marriage.
The problem was mine - a disease which causes a lack of ovulation
and other unpleasant side effects. We were told there was little
to no chance of conception without fertility treatments and medications.
I (Julianne) recently found a note I wrote in the margin of my
NIV study Bible on January 10, 1997. I wrote "a baby"
next to Romans 4:17, which reads "...the God who gives life
to the dead and calls things that are not as though they were."
I read that and believed in my heart that the Lord would create
a baby for Darren and me when there was no hope. I really believed
that God was telling me that He would create life for us someday.
(Christians would call this phenomenon the Holy Spirit speaking
through His Word.) Remarkably, the context of this scripture is
Rabbi Saul (the Apostle Paul) teaching that Abraham believed God
to fulfill His promise that Abraham would bear a child and become
the father of many nations when there was no hope (he was an old
man beyond childbearing years). God did fulfill the promise years
later through Abrahams son Isaac.
Not realizing the date was significant, I recently found
a journal entry on January 10, 1998 about trusting the
Lord; I had written out a bunch of scriptures about Him fulfilling
what He says He will do, and us trusting Him to do it. At one
time we believed that modern medicine would create the miracle
we desired. We tried fertility treatment for a while, but with
our HMO the money was a major issue. We finally gave up, deciding
that if God wanted us to have a child, He certainly could do it
without medical intervention. Sometime in 1998, I remember praying,
"God, your first command to Adam and Eve was to Be
fruitful and multiply. I believe you want us to do this
without a second mortgage. Please make a miracle."
At Hanukkah of 1998, I knew the Lord was bringing me into
a new era - "the time is now" and "a new beginning"
kept going over and over in my spirit for weeks. On January
10, 1999 I woke up from having a dream and later that same
day having a vision, both about pregnancy and childbirth, although
symbolic in nature. I read a scripture that day that I believed
with all my heart - "...your days of mourning shall end"
(Isaiah 60:20). A few weeks later my periods began out of the
blue with no medical intervention (this doesnt happen with
my disease). Realize it had been nine years since Id had
a period without medication -- wow! My faith grew much larger
at that point, though Darren still doubted wed ever have
a child even with this sign.
One year later and still not pregnant, I just "knew"
I was to be soon, and I remember congratulating Darren on January
10, 2000. I went out and bought a pregnancy test to see if
I was yet, but that test was negative. What a blow! A spell of
depression hit for a while, since everything seemed to line up,
what with the signs from the Lord and all. How could I have been
wrong? Did I just not hear Gods voice
correctly? A few weeks later and still without a period, I tried
a home pregnancy test again. This time it was positive and the
rest is history. I really did hear His voice speaking to my spirit!
I really did have a supernatural experience! Hallelujah!!!
It is truly a miracle that Rachel is alive, but even more
so is the miracle that the God who rules the universe cares about
the desires of the hearts of even sinners like us and wants to
have a relationship with us personally. With that story of faith
and miracles to meditate upon, we wish you all shalom with the
God who cares about all of us intimately. Praise God for what
Hes done.
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